These are a Few of my Favourite Things: Monsters and Music

It’s finally happened again! I found a K-Drama that I love enough to want to enthusiastically recommend it to all and sundry despite its (very few, very small) flaws. It combines two of my favourite things: monsters and great music–and is therefore more greatly beloved. I’ve tried to figure out exactly why it is that I love monster stories So Very Much–is it the high stakes? the way pretence is stripped away from real life so that only what’s real remains? the different ways characters are able to show bravery? the way monsters are usually combined with real life?–and I still don’t have real answer.

All I know is that by the time the camera was panning over the breath-taking sight of monsters free ranging in the cityscape outside the apartment block where our heroes are trapped, with Imagine Dragons’ Warriors howling in the background, I was well and truly hooked. I already knew it was my bag–monsters!–but I hadn’t expected how very good the sound track would be. I’m currently writing to that soundtrack most days; it elevated an already amazing series from being heart-wrenching and thought-provoking to breath-taking and tear-inducing as well.

What is this glorious series, you ask? It’s the Korean series Sweet Home, the first season of which is on Netflix and has ten hour-long episodes. I’m currently waiting with bated breath to know that there will be a second–and for those who, like me, may not be able to wait, it’s based on a webtoon that actually is complete. Whether or not you can find it in English, however, is entirely another matter.

the basic premise

The residents of Green Home Apartment Building wake up one morning to discover that the lower floor is entirely shut up; lock, stock, and barrel. They can’t get out.

Someone unknown, for reasons unknown, has separated the residents of Green Home from the world outside, and they have no intention of letting them get out. The half of our protagonist group that is on the bottom floor spend almost the entire first episode just trying to get out and then discovering that…maybe they don’t want to.

Up on the higher floors, the other half of our protagonist group, comprised of a suicidal young man, a gangster ballet girl, an actual gangster bloke, and the coolest old bloke with a hard-wired crutch are all variously discovering that something big and nasty and bloody is roaming the halls. And that something may have come from one of their apartments.

To my joy, there are as many female as male characters, and they are all people! Not all strong in the same way, but allowed to have their own story in their own way. I loved being able to contrast the physical strength of one of the girls with the mental and spiritual strength of one of the others. Unlike many kdramas, the female characters aren’t relegated to the background, and they aren’t forced to be butt-kickers to be acknowledged.

the monsters

Don’t get me wrong. The monsters are both amazing and terrifying: I caught my breath several times, something which rarely happens with me. They were very well done in terms of CGI in my opinion.

However. The most terrifying thing about these monsters is that they were each, one and all, once humans. It’s not too much of a spoiler; you discover it pretty quickly. But this chilling fact leads on very quickly to another discovery–namely, that anyone in the building is liable to turn at any minute, and no-one knows why, or how, or if it can be stopped. Is it infectious? Is it rage? Can it be stopped once it starts? What does one do in order to survive and protect the people one loves when one of the group starts to turn monster?

As Twenty-One Pilots says in Ride— “Would you ever kill?”

That’s the truly terrifying proposition here.

the problems

For me, there are very few problems with this series, but there are a few problems. The first one is that if you don’t care for bad language, you’re going to have to look away from the screen a few times. The translation team often translated an f-word where one didn’t exist, but every now and then it didn’t translate one that was there, so it runs fairly even. There is definitely bad language in this one, and slightly more in English than there would be in Korean, due to some of the swears being automatically worse in English than the Korean counterpart.

The second problem is all with the editing: there were several episodes where it felt as though a chunk of story was just…missing. Characters got from up on the top floor to the bottom floor with no problem and no onscreen representation of the same, although we know it’s hard and dangerous to do it. Little things didn’t quite match up. At first, I thought this was a clue, and due to a few different things that also might have been clues, had a conspiracy theory to go along with it: turns out it was either just bad editing or perhaps there are cut scenes after the credits that Netflix cut off before I saw them. I’m going to do a rewatch so I know which it was.

overall

This was a solid, riveting watch for me: I finished it in a few days, even trying to pace myself. It wasn’t just that it was solid: it caught my heart and soul and dragged me in, made me love the characters, and killed some of those characters. No one is safe from death; no one is safe from turning monster. No one knows what will happen.

And I loved every gloriously soundtracked second of it. 100/10 recommend. (BTW, check out the Imagine Dragon’s song I linked above: it’s also a trailer for the series, and it’s a pretty good indicator of what to expect.)

KDRAMA REVIEWS: 귓속말 (Whisper)

I’ve been trying to write a review of this drama for a while now, and just keep putting it off. Reason being, it’s so extremely hard to review. Like the K2, it started out with a bang and devolved into a hot mess, but unlike the K2, it managed to keep some form of structural integrity while it did so.

In short, if you’re wondering whether or not to watch it, DO. It’s fantastic and I love it. It also has a few things that bug me as a foreign viewer of some Korean romance tropes.

Here we go!

For starters, I don’t think the English translation of “whisper” really does justice to the drama in terms of conveying what it’s about. If you translate it literally, the meaning is “a word in the ear”, and that is a much closer approximation of what makes this drama tick.

Because this is a story about bribery, back room deals, and corruption that takes just a word in the ear of a friend or family member to send a man to jail falsely or bring one out unjustly.

So. Main Characters:

MMC: Lee Dong Jun (played by Lee Sang Yoon) an upright judge who is well aware of his lofty ideals and slightly pretentious in his uprightness.

MFC: Shin Yeong Joo (played by Lee Bo Yeong) a police section chief whose father has been set up for murder to take the fall for someone else, and who is driven by a strong moral code of her own.

Other Main Cast: Park Se Yeong, the daughter of the head of Taebaek Law Firm (played by the always amazing Choi Soo Yeon), Kang Jung Il, son of the Chairman of Bo Gook Industries (played by the terrifying Kwon Yul), Choi Il Hwan (Kim Kap Soo) and Kang Yoo Taek (Kim Hong Fa) fathers of Se Yeong and Jung Il respectively.

The story:

Judge Lee Dong Jun has a problem. He is an upright judge who never bows to pressure or takes a bribe (which is not his problem, btw) and he is rather proud of that stance of his. He stands arrogantly against his corrupt father, who wants him to marry into Taebaek Law Firm by the expedient of writing a ruling the way the head of Taebaek Law Firm wants him to write it (aka, find an innocent man guilty of murder to clear someone else).

He refuses to do it, of course, but the problem is that Taebaek Law Firm really wants a judge in their pocket. And they’re willing to do everything, including frame Lee Dong Jun for everything from corruption to sexual assault, to do so.

Lee Dong Jun, after steadfastly resisting temptation with the rather smug idea of being better than the people who are trying to bribe him, is at last faced with a choice: be righteous and be condemned as an evil man in the sight of the world, or be actually corrupt and look good in the eyes of the world.

To my extreme disappointment, he becomes a villain so he can keep looking good. I was also a bit shocked, but it was telegraphed there–the writing was excellent. His righteousness wasn’t more than a certain arrogance and a lack of real testing, though his morals were originally good.

The man he condemns is the father of Shin Yeong Joo, who had trusted him to be upright and rule rightly, and who gave him information to the effect of her father’s innocence just before Dong Jun condemned him.

This sets Shin Yeong Joo, who has found out that she can trust neither the judges nor her own colleagues in the police department, on a quest to prove her father’s innocence. She does this in an extreme way that I can’t agree with, but do understand. Having gained a spectacularly dreadful leverage on Dong Jun, who has been incorporated into TaeBaek Law Firm, she uses that leverage to put herself into the law firm as well, intending to bring about its downfall and the downfall of every corrupt person in it–including Dong Jun.

The Good:

The stakes were high, the drama fantastic, and the characterisation was delightful. I legitimately hated Lee Dong Jun for at least half of this drama, but I’m so glad it was good enough to keep me watching and waiting, hoping for certain outcomes. The outcomes I got weren’t the ones I’d originally hoped for, but they were good. The music is great, the character’s wardrobes are amazing, the themes they explore are fulfilling and enthralling, and there’s a sense of rich fullness to the whole drama (except for those odd and completely out of place product placement inserts!)

Consequences! So many consequences, followed right to the bitter end. So well done! Consequences for the bad guys, consequences for bad things done by the good guys. Justice done, corruption uprooted. Delightfully uplifting.

Consequences from good actions as well as bad, which is not as commonly shown. Matched up against the consequences for the bad actions, they showed up in high relief. Fantastic.

The Bad:

Smug looks. SO irritating! Half the first ten to twelve episodes were shots of one of the four MCs one-upping another and looking smug about it. I’m of the opinion that if you’re a good person you shouldn’t be smug at the expense of the bad guys. Just put them in jail, don’t get smug with me. I wanted to smack a lot of faces.

The product placement. SERIOUSLY bad in this one. The Subway ads, the facial products that they had to introduce a fluffy sort of romance to try and make work–just. Ew.

Speaking of the romance, just–also ew. The whole of first half of this drama was the MMC and MFC doing legitimately awful things to each other to get leverage on each other, one for good, the other for evil. When they begin to trust and rely on each other, it’s beautiful. And also slightly edgy, because we don’t yet know that one won’t betray the other.

I wanted that romance. It was beautiful. It was understated.

Instead, as the romance progressed, it turned into a fluffy kind of giggling thing that served to shoe-horn in another product placement of some kind of face cream. It was sickly and giggly and completely out of context with the gritty, sharp-edged feel of the rest of the drama.

What I wanted:

As mentioned earlier, I hated Dong Jun’s guts for a long time. I wanted him to fall utterly (he’d already lost all my respect) and I wanted to see the Evil MMC turn good.

I wanted that so much! It would have been amazing. And I could see that it was almost edging there. Honestly, Kwon Yul’s face always legit terrifies me–he’s so pretty and always so evil–but I wanted him to be redeemed.

I wanted the romance to stay thin-edged and trust-based, not fluffy feelings. I wanted to see it grow naturally.

What I got:

For a start: Song Tae Gon (aka, my squishy) Love that he got his storyline.

Alas, all the good guys remain good guys, and nearly all the bad guys remain bad guys. The good are redeemed (which is amazing) and the bad are shown to sink further into their corruption with a logical and terrifying trajectory (which is also amazing).

There are shaky alliances, one particularly delightful bad guy who was redeemed, and the complete destruction of every poisoned thing in the drama’s ecosystem. It is delightfully cathartic.

Last Thoughts:

In the end, I wanted Whisper to be more than what it was. I wanted it to be different. I was still happy with the way it went (apart from the ridiculous and unlikely style of romance it grew, and the utterly shoe-horned-in PP) but I loved the direction I saw it could have gone in, and didn’t.

I loved the themes of real righteousness versus outward righteousness; the juxtaposition of the budding trust relationship of the MMC and MMC against the lust-born, selfish relationship of the other two MCs that consumed itself. I would caution that there are themes of adultery and other adult themes in this drama, but they aren’t glorified or consequence-less. Consequences follow through right to the end–one of the biggest things I love about this drama.

Overall, definitely better than K2. K2 was more visually beautiful and the music was far better–plus those FIGHT SCENES, seriously! But the fluffy romance was worse in K2, plus consequences were just…missing. And in Whisper we don’t have that dreadful thing where the Evil MFC was shown to be not so evil in the end (thus making the Good MFC to be, well, kinda unhinged in her actions).

Ultimately satisfying and very well worth the 17 hours of storytelling time in 1 hour increments on Netflix.

Miss Marple Gangnam Style–well, KDrama Style, anyway…

I’ve been watching a fair bit of Kdrama (as usual), but I’ve not been posting a lot of reviews because although I’ve been watching a lot, I haven’t been finishing a lot.

The reasons for that are varied and somewhat longwinded–and briefly touched upon in my 10 Things I Love/Hate About Kdrama posts (Love Pt 1/Pt 2 and Hate Pt 1/Pt 2). But they basically boil down to the fact that when I get bogged down in certain hated tropes, I go on to a new Kdrama by way of a palate cleanser while I wait to be ready to go back to the previous one.

미스 마: 복수의 여신 (officially translated as “Miss Ma: Nemesis” but literally as “Miss Ma: Goddess of Revenge) is one of those palate-cleansing Kdramas, though not for the usual reasons. Technically speaking, it’s not as well written as the one I was taking a break from, but it really appealed to me and I ended up finishing it before the technically better drama (which, by the way, is 죽어도 좋아: roughly, “It’d be great if you’d just die”–though translated as “Feel Good to Die”–and you should definitely watch it).

Miss Ma: Nemesis features an older-than-usual heroine (love it!), who has been imprisoned for murdering her daughter. Obviously she’s not guilty, so obviously she needs to escape. It also features a middle-aged cop with a very cool face and an obstinate chin, and a slightly chubby gangster with dimples who is my one and only squishy in the entire drama. Alongside the usual village suspects, there is also a slightly suspicious young lady who saves Miss Ma’s bacon for her own reasons.

She’s basically an ajummah and I love it so much!

The storyline is slightly convoluted, but not deterringly so. At the beginning of the drama, Miss Ma is already in prison, and gearing up to escape. We’re given some backstory, but not too much. We know that she is clever, resourceful, and has only recently begun to pay attention to the world again. We also know that she has been working out a lot. Miss Ma, in fact, has revenge on her mind.

After the inevitable escape, Miss Ma finds herself in a small village town, seeking information from a recluse who lives there. Through the progress of several episodes, she somehow becomes a part of that odd little town, bit by bit. It helps that she’s just about as unusual as anyone else in the town.

Add to the mix many deaths, a slightly suspicious husband, a self-serving writer who looks exactly like Miss Ma, a perhaps dodgy young lady pretending to be Miss Ma’s niece, and the adorable gangster who is NOT used to being garrotted by a woman with circular knitting needles, and you have a delectable mix of drama, humour, and murder.

My squishy–tho unfortunately the dimples are not in evidence ㅠ ㅜ

Fascinatingly, some of the episodes directly mirror cases from Miss Marple (the drama writers/directors worked directly with an official Agatha Christie organisation), but Miss Ma always feels like its own thing. The nods to Christie are a fun extra.

If you possibly can, check this one out. There are many reasons to enjoy it, and I may yet end up buying it–I’m certainly hoping for another season, at least!

Recommendations: Namesake, Misaeng (미생), and Day6

This is technically a Favourite Things post. So I guess, have the proper pic?

Here ya go:

The problem is, I have about three new favourite things I want to share with you.

The first, as you might have guessed from the name of the post, is Kate Stradling’s new book, NAMESAKE.

Somehow I managed to miss both the tweet announcing its publication AND the blog post (I blame the flu. I am sick, and tired, and incredibly stupid) so I was hugely excited when a random Amazon search showed up Namesake.

I’ve now finished reading Namesake, and have joined in a discussion of its linguistic and thematic excellencies over on Kate’s blog in the comments section, where she announced the release.

I would normally do a proper review here, but the fact is that I was reading and reviewing Kate’s books before I actually knew her, and then I discovered that she had in fact read and reviewed mine, which makes things awkward. (I don’t review under my author name, and it was a mistake far too easy to make.)

So now I don’t so much review her books as scream “BUY THIS BOOK IT’S FLAMIN’ FANTASTIC AND YOU’LL NEVER WANT TO STOP READING IT”.

(For the record, I’ll have it be known that I was her fan first.)

(Also, read Namesake. It’ll be the best book you read this year.)

Misaeng. Ah, Misaeng!

Ah, those iconic Misaeng terrace scenes…so many…so good!

You guys probably know by now how much I love puppy dog heroes. I love being able to cheer wholeheartedly for characters, and I can thoroughly cheer for Jang GuRae. I was a little unsure at first, because the actor is the slender, pretty type that I don’t necessarily care for–but that character! Guys, the character! He’s a Baduk player (think a Korean sort of Chess) who at the age of 26 has been unable to continue playing Baduk from a necessity to earn money. He joins a company instead, sponsored by a mysterious benefactor–something that earns him the immediate ire and disdain of his coworkers.

This is basically Sales Team 3 in a nutshell. Mr Oh is wild-haired and mad, Mr Kim is slightly concerned, and GuRae has no idea what’s going on but lots of enthusiasm…

I love seeing the world through GuRae’s wide, idealistic eyes; and more, I love seeing how this drama shows the way the world sees GuRae. I love the changes he brings about because people come to see the world through his eyes–or themselves through his eyes. And it’s not just puppy GuRae; the rest of the characters are wonderful to watch. Because although I love Jang GuRae the best, I relate best to flawed, twisted, wrong-minded characters who stand on the knife’s edge of ruin. I know how hard it is to see yourself as you are, and how much harder it is to change when the change needs to come from within yourself. I know how easy it is to give up and blame anyone but yourself.

And this is pretty typical of all the interns. I love them all.

This drama does everything right character-wise, and it has one of the most beautiful ways with metaphor that I’ve seen since watching Beautiful Office. The episodes have flown by, though I’ve been trying to eke them out, and now I only have 7 left to go…

This one is going to be one I buy after I watch it on Netflix.

Okay, so the last thing that I discovered this week and immediately loved is the Korean group Day6.

Guys, I try really hard not to discover new Korean groups. I’m very happy with Jung Yonghwa, CNBLUE, B.A.P., and a smattering of BTS and GOT7 with assorted, much older faves. I don’t have the time or the energy (or the money) to be buying more Korean music. But somehow I ended up on the Twitter of Day6’s Jae–I don’t remember how, maybe it came up in my reccs–and there was Dwight’s face (yup, the Office’s Dwight) staring at me and a feed that I found pretty amusing. Which of course meant that when I went to Youtube and found a clip of Day6 mixed with other stuff, I thought, well, why not give it a listen.

I’m so glad I did. That first clip was Congratulations, which I loved the first time I heard it. Loving a song straight up is really unusual for me, because when I find a new group it usually takes a few songs for me to warm to them, and a few repeats for me to thoroughly love the music. I dunno. Maybe something’s broken in my music centre. Then I went on to 좋은걸 뭐 어떡해 (which translates roughly to ‘What can I do?’) and which I loved even more than Congratulations. So now I have a new band to listen to. I NEVER ASKED FOR THIS, GUYS. I DON’T HAVE THE TIME. On the other hand, Day6’s music is a great addition to my writing playlist, so there’s that…

Last but not least–and nothing to do with Favourite Things but more in the way of a general update–the cover for Memento Mori will be done in another week or two, after which there will be excerpts, cover reveals, special blog posts, giveaways, and other awesome stuff in preparation for Memento Mori‘s publication month!

I’ll have preorder links to share, too, so keep an eye out. And let me know about your Favourite Things discoveries this week!

It’s Raining Books!

Well, not quite…but swiftly following the publication of BLACKFOOT and the paperback thereof– Kindle Press has made a preorder page for LADY OF DREAMS, my Korean-based fantasy.

In case you didn’t already catch it on my FB and Twitter feeds, LADY OF DREAMS will be released on June 6th, and can be preordered HERE!

Eeek! Such excite!

Confined to her couch, Clovis Sohn spends her days and nights dreaming, drifting further away from the outside world with each passing day. But Clovis’s dreams are also real, giving her a glimpse into the lives of those around her…

When Clovis begins to dream of publishing assistant Ae-jung’s complicated life, it brings a momentary interest to her pale existane between dream and waking. Mistress of many secrets, Ae-jung is dedicated, hard-working, and beset by three very different suitors: famous writer Hyun-jun, well-known composer Yong-hwa, and Clovis’ half-brother Jessamy.

When a moment of unthinking sympathy twines Clovis’s dreams with the bored, playful Yong-hwa, she must decide whether to keep dreaming in the comfort of her chaise lounge, or to awaken into a reality that is by no means so sure or familiar as her dreams.

K-DRAMA REVIEWS: The Suspicious Housekeeper (수상한 가정부)

Every now and then you come across something that is an instant classic with you personally. You know what I mean: it’s nearly perfect, though not quite perfect, and even its imperfections are familiar and loved friends by the time you’ve finished watching/reading it.

That’s how I felt about The Suspicious Housekeeper by the time I finished the first episode. I still feel like that. It’s far from perfect, but even those imperfections are an integral part of what I like about this odd-ball, not-this-nor-that South Korean Drama.

What is unusual about me loving this drama so much is that it deals with a couple of things that I will almost never watch, but found were dealt with in a beautiful way. In fact, there were a lot of things about it that, had I known in advance, would have stopped me from watching it altogether.  Themes such as adultery, suicide, teenage rebellion carried to extremes, and little children in emotional pain are not things that I would typically watch for amusement. The Suspicious Housekeeper does them in such a way, however, that I found them not only surprisingly moral, but enthralling.

The title refers to a Housekeeper hired by father Sang Chul after his wife dies, to look after his children and the house. It’s not, you understand, that she is suspicious of someone (though she is, later on). It’s more that everyone finds her suspicious. But really, it could go either way and work just fine.

The plot

-ish. It’s kinda hard to condense HOW MUCH FLAMIN’ PLOT there is in these 20 eps down to a paragraph or two. The essentials, however, are as follows:

*Sang Chul’s wife died in an accidental drowning before the beginning of the drama–or did she? The children are reeling from her death already, though Sang Chul is less sad.

*Sang Chul is less sad because he wasn’t really ever in love with his wife, and had, in fact, been having an affair. Normally, this would have stopped me watching the series immediately. This time it didn’t, because knowing a little bit about K-Dramas now, I was very well aware that in a drama of this calibre, cheating would never be shown to be okay, or rewarded. I was right, and I’m happy I was right, because this show is so worth watching!

Sang Chul’s mistress. Oh, I hated her! Her ending, however, I completely loved. Well done, the writers.

*Basically, by the end of the first couple episodes, everything is on fire. The children are no longer sure of anything. They know their dad cheated on their mother. They don’t know whether or not he loves them because he’s a truthful (if wishy-washy) man, and can’t commit to tell them he loves them when he isn’t sure he does.

*The children take over the house and refuse to let Sang Chul back in until he agrees that he will never again meet with his lover. This is, again, something that would normally make me stop watching something: I have no love for children being taught that it’s okay to dishonour their parents. But again, the way this drama dealt with it was so poignant and beautiful that I can’t really fault it.

*Toward the middle, after Bok Nyeo has more or less settled things with the children (if not with Sang Chul) we meet with a VERY SCARY MAN who Bok Nyeo is sure she knows, but that man is supposed to be dead. This is where the drama goes from family drama into psychological thriller, including a crooked cop, a stalker, and layer upon layer of conspiracy. The children by this point are firmly on Bok Nyeo’s side, and fiercely love her, so there is the constant threat of danger to them as well as Bok Nyeo.

That’s all I can say without major spoilers, so on to the characters!

The Characters

This is Bok Nyeo. She doesn’t smile. She very rarely shows any emotion, as a matter of fact, even guilt. When Sang Chul asks her how she could do a certain thing that she’d done, and asked her didn’t she feel any guilt/responsibility, her response is: “I threw that away somewhere.”

What Bok Nyeo does do is cook exactly like the childrens’ mother did, keep the house impeccably clean, and…follow orders. I mean, really follow orders. Without hesitation, without second thought, without remorse, and without ruth. (Yeah, I could have said ‘ruthlessly’, but it wouldn’t have matched, okay?!)

This, with the four children also giving orders, could and does become dangerous. And yet, each time, when I hoped for the best from the children, they invariably showed me their best (after a little while in the case of some of them).

Bok Nyeo is a truly amazing character, played by a truly amazing actor.

Sang Chul, the childrens’ father. His life is unravelling, one awful lie after another. Weak, wishy-washy, and yet absolutely truthful with his children once the biggest, dreadful truth is out there. It’s like he lied to himself and everyone else so much that now he won’t even lie when his children want to hear that he loves them and he doesn’t think he does love them.

Eldest daughter Han Gyul. Angsty, bereft at her mother’s death, and furious with her father for cheating, she is an explosion of bad decisions waiting to happen. I actually kinda disliked her for a long time, but I could really see why she was behaving the way she was behaving, so I was willing to give her some slack.

As the eldest girl, Han Gyul gets not only a big part in the proceedings (both family drama and thriller), but her own little story-line complete with a couple of love interests (one of whom manages to be even MORE ANGSTY than she is, which is, frankly, incredible.) Kim So Hyun was as amazing as ever in this part, but then, I’ve never seen her anything but amazing.

Eldest brother Doo Gyul–AKA, my squishy. I loved this kid! He was my favourite of all the kids, despite me loving clever cookie Si Gyul and adorable Hye Gyul. I actually started out by hating him: mostly because he slapped Bok Nyeo, and that really got up my nose. Before too many episodes were over, however, I had begun to love this messed-up little kid.

Doo Gyul actually makes this face (or variations thereof) A LOT. That’s because he’s always doing something daft.

Why, you ask? A number of reasons. The first and foremost of these is because of his big heart. The second is his stupidity. He rushes in where angels fear to tread, stuffs things up majorly, and tries his stupid best to protect and serve the people he loves. Mostly he does this by doing groan-worthy things that a moment’s reflection might have told him were bad ideas, but that just made me love him more. He’s quick-tempered, hasty, and really not very bright. The thing that cemented my love for him was the scene where he and the other children sneak up on Bok Nyeo at the amusement park, where she has a meal set up for someone else. Doo Gyul sits down angrily, grabs one of the burgers, and stuffs it in his mouth, saying: “These are ours now!” He’s just adorable.

Clever cookie Si Gyul. Oh, this little baby! He’s dealing with mum’s death, bullies, and the fact that he has to pass his tests. He made me cry. This whole drama made me cry so many times, but Si Gyul was the first who made me cry happy tears because I was so proud of him. That’s right, I cried because I was proud of A TOTALLY IMAGINARY PERSON. Si Gyul is such a little darling.

Darling, pig-tailed Hye Gyul. An emotive little girl who just wants someone to love, and a stable family. Hye Gyul made me cry heaps because she’s always getting knocked down and having to get up again–always having to deal with things that are far too big and old for her to deal with.

Bok Nyeo doesn’t show much emotion, but when she does, you can guarantee that Hye Gyul is the cause of it, somehow.

Honestly, most of the tender Bok Nyeo moments were because of Hye Gyul, and Hye Gyul is the primary mover in Bok Nyeo’s eventual restoration.

Hye Gyul is the one who brings back fear, love, slight happiness, and tenderness into Bok Nyeo’s scarred, cold life. When Bok Nyeo’s freakin’ scary stalker sees them together, in fact, the first thing he does is go off into a mad rage: “I saw a mother’s look on her face again? Why is there a mother’s look on her face?”

Which brings us to scary stalker guy, Seo Ji Hoon. This guy legit terrified me. Gorgeous face, and the most frightening eyes I’ve ever seen. He creeped me out every time he appeared on the screen, and he just got scarier and scarier as the episodes went on.

One of the scariest things about Ji Hoon? His ability to portray absolute fragility.

His utter ruthlessness in going after what he wanted, his boy-like adoration, his terrifying tenderness–this guy just really freaked me out. First rate job, Song Jong Ho. You’ll always be my litmus test for creepy stalker guy.

You’re never in any doubt that this man is a Very Bad Man, but you can’t stop watching with your mouth open.

Flaws…

I loved this so much, guys. I really did. Go out and watch it, and you’ll see why. You’ll come to me with tears on your face saying: “W.R., why?? Why all the feels?? Why did you make me cry?”

And yet, it wasn’t perfect. I’ve come to the conclusion that perfection in this case might have made me love it a little less. I love this imperfect, messy, emotion-tugging drama.

And yes, okay: the camera does tend to pan over each of the children’s faces to get each of their reactions every time something particularly bad or good happens. It’s campy but the kids are such good actors, and it’s done so often that it’s more of a quirk than an actual flaw. Maybe a quirky flaw.

And it’s too long. Well, not exactly too long. But the storyline doesn’t quite know what it is–is it a family drama, a psychological thriller, or a story of redemption through pain?–and this means that it has three rather uneven acts. Again, it’s more of a quirk than a flaw, and I admire this story for pushing out of the mould and being what it wants to be. It also means that you get satisfaction on all counts and all threads: the family drama is brought to a close, the thriller ends with a bang, and the redemption is lovely. It’s just…odd.

I’ll leave you with this pic. It’s what I like to imagine the family looks like now. I love that they’re all smiling, even Bok Nyeo.

These are a Few of My Favourite Things: FLOWER BOYS NEXT DOOR

Welcome to THESE ARE A FEW OF MY FAVOURITE THINGS, the KDrama edition!

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FLOWER BOYS NEXT DOOR

I’ll say right now that FLOWER BOYS NEXT DOOR contains pretty much everything I love about KDrama, and most things I love about the best T.V. shows–and, in fact, story-telling as a whole–within its bright little bubble.

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The description of this KDrama interested me straight away (a free-lance editor with agoraphobia is set upon by a boy-puppy type hero and chivvied out of her comfort zone? yes please!) and when I learned that the female MC was played by Park Shin-hye, it was a no-brainer.

The Players

Go Dok-mi (Park Shin-hye)

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I love Park Shin-hye. I love the fact that she’s not horrendously, unhealthily skinny. I love that she’s always adorable. I love watching her act. I’ve also found out that she has a gorgeous singing voice (she’s actually part of the soundtrack for Flower Boys Next Door), so there’s that too.

It’s no surprise, therefore, that I absolutely adored her character in this. Go Dok-mi is a freelance editor who, as a schoolgirl, was so much bullied by both enemies and (supposed) friends, that she almost tried to kill herself, and ended up as an agoraphobic shut-in. From her small apartment, she watches the world outside (and particularly the guy next door, with whom she has fallen in love) with her bright yellow binoculars.

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I love Go Dok-mi’s frugal cost-saving measures. I love her infrequent, nervous trips Outside, when she can’t put them off any longer. I love the fact that although she doesn’t care for herself, she has an incredibly caring nature, and will always do the kind thing for others. I love her quiet, undemanding, unrequited love for the man next door. I love her humble self-knowledge.

One of my favourite Dok-mi moments? When, after seeing her through 5 or 6 episodes where she won’t put the heater on to save electricity costs, wearing multiple layers to keep warm, and sleeping with hot water bottles (which she uses, when cold, to flush the toilet)– when Enrique says thoughtlessly upon entering her apartment “Oh! So cold!” we see her turn on the heater immediately. It’s the trademark of this beautifully written drama to place such quiet, effective moments in the most unexpected places.

My other favourite moment is when she tells Jin-Rak: “You had it wrong the whole time. I’m not the princess. I’m the witch who locked her in.”

Enrique Geum (Yoon Shi-yoon)

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Okay, this was only the second KDrama I watched (after something like 10 KDramas) where I didn’t get 2nd Lead Syndrome. That should tell you something about how delightful Enrique was.

How to describe Enrique? Well, he’s a world famous games designer, but the first word that springs to mind is puppy. This little puppy of a hero is warm, and kind, and enthusiastic. He doesn’t give up, he’s teachable, and he has a heart that is just as kind as Dok-mi’s. His unrelenting bouncing around Dok-mi’s seemingly impenetrable facade of untouchability is just delightful to watch–as delightful, in fact, as watching him fall in love with her all unknowingly, and her falling in love with him with barely greater knowledge.

As much as I love each character separately, I love them as a couple even more. I don’t know if there’s an actual age difference between them, but Enrique’s bouncing youthfulness combined with Dok-mi’s decidedly womanly dignity is a truly gorgeous dynamic. (Guys, he calls her AhjummaAhjumma!) And it’s not just his relationship with Dok-mi that is heart-warming: his relationship with Jin-rak is also a huge highlight of the drama.

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Oh Jin-rak (Kim Ji-hun)

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Oh Jin-rak. Some of the best comic moments in this drama come from Oh Jin-rak. He’s been in love with Go Dok-mi ever since he first saw her at their shared apartment building.

Remember I said that I didn’t get 2nd Lead Syndrome with this drama? I didn’t, but that’s not because Oh Jin-rak, the 2nd boy of Flower Boys Next Door, wasn’t an awesome character.

He totally was.

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For starters, he’s a writer. How could I not love him? Not only was he a writer, but the very nature of this drama (wherein Jin-rak is part of a team who write a webtoon based on their life) means that the fourth wall is constantly being broached in the most delicate and delicious manner. Jin-rak is the source of most of this assault on the fourth wall–the rest coming from the Editor–and he is one of the most self-aware characters I’ve had the joy of watching. Plus, he’s a Facilitator, and if you’ve read my posts on KDrama, you know how much I love Facilitators.

Despite that, I was very happy to see him not end up with the girl. (Oh, yeah, SPOILERS).

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A big joy for me in the character of Jin-rak was how much we got to see of his personal growth and shenanigans. This was followed closely by the joy in the relationships grown between him and Enrique, and the even sweeter seonbae/hubae, hyung/dongsang relationship between him and Oh Dong-hoon. It’s so rare for a western show to focus on brotherly love that it was a constant refreshment.

Oh Dong-hoon (Go Kyung-pyo)

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This kid is another actor I’ve loved in everything I’ve seen him in. As Oh Dong-hoon, he plays an impoverished kid who is bunking with Jin-rak while co-writing a webtoon with him. Their hyung/dongsang relationship is sweet and hilarious to watch, and it’s not Jin-rak alone who grows over the course of the drama.

Even sweeter is the budding (yet entirely practical) romance between Dong-hoon and the Editor. I loved seeing those two together.

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Editor (Kim Seul-Gi)

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I’m quickly gaining new favourite actors, because Kim Seul-Gi is sheerly hilarious. All the quiet incursions of the fourth wall that Jin-rak isn’t responsible for, the Editor is, and as I’ve said before, her relationship with Dong-hoon is just perfect.

The Editor is (obviously) the editor of Jin-rak and Dong-hoon’s webtoon. She gets four hours of sleep per night, and therefore spends the remainder of her time with the cutest panda eyes I’ve seen, and a raging case of bipolar disorder that is even cuter than her panda eyes.

OBVIOUSLY she’s a favourite character.

Cha Do-Hwi (Park Soo-jin)

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Blurk. Cha Do-Hwi is your requisite bad guy gal who used to be a friend of Dok-mi’s in school, and then both betrayed and bullied her to the point of suicide because Cha Do-Hwi fell in love with the teacher who seemed to be falling in love with Dok-mi.

My biggest fear was that Jin-rak would fall in love with her, because I really hated her.

She’s unpleasant and highly toxic, and never actually gets to the point of admitting total fault. What I like about this character is, that although you never see her change, exactly–well, you never see her change. And that was oddly satisfying. Because although Dok-mi was able to grow beyond her boundaries, by the end of the drama you could see that Cha Do-Hwi would never change, and that, to my justice-loving mind, was punishment enough.

Also, I hated her clothes.

Watanabe (Mizuta Kouki)

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This kid was basically there to look pretty and be a plot device, though he was a pleasant one and rounded out the group nicely. Watanabe is a Japanese boy who is cooking his way around the world. There’s not too much to say about him, but he fit in with the whole drama beautifully, and he’s a constant thread through it.

The Plot

Well, I’ve already really told you most of the important stuff. There’s other stuff going on, of course: the residents picketing their apartment for better terms, the mystery of who really owns the apartment building, the packing up and leaving of Dok-mi’s one-sided love from the apartment across the road, Enrique’s first love– not to mention a totally sweet, budding romance between one of the older, female residents of the apartment building and the elderly security guard.

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Then there are the mobster-looking types who are following Jin-rak around, and the scurrilous goings on within Enrique’s gaming fandom…

The Writing–oh my goodness, the WRITING!

I don’t remember the last time I actually squealed in glee while watching a movie or tv show. With Flower Boys Next Door, I was doing it constantly.

The metaphors, guys! The subtle, beautiful metaphors, in both dialogue and situation.

The constant, delicate encroachments upon the fourth wall.

The downright lovely, delightful characters!

I’m actually so overcome with how amazing the writing is that I have almost no words to describe it, and after watching Flower Boys Next Door I just sat in my chair saying to Mr.G: “I will never be able to write like that!”

I loved the comedy. I loved the way they played with viewer expectations, and the way they subverted those expectations.  Oh my goodness, I LOVED how they directed and obscured the narrative, and then tore the rug out from under my feet in the most hilarious and heartwarming ways!

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You’ll see what I mean when you get to this part. And then, like me, you will laugh until you cry at what they’ve done with your expectations.

*Breathe, WR, Breathe*

Okay, you can probably tell I loved this one to bits (it’s one of my top 4 KDramas that I can rewatch over and over again) so go out and watch it already before this blog post runs beyond its already ridiculous word count as I try to convince you.

The best part? I get to watch it over and over, and it’s STUDY, GUYS, because I’m learning Korean.

 

 

 

Learning Korean (and Other Things)

I started learning Korean last month.

Being the cheap sort of person I am, I looked around at all the options and said something along the lines of “Flamin’ heck, I can’t afford that!

Fortunately for me, I stumbled upon a website that was offering Korean lessons for free. More, they were good lessons, starting with building blocks of grammar and sensible advice. Lessons taught in a way that made a lot of sense to me. Printable PDFs and workbooks to go along with ’em.

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Because I had the whole month off, it was easy to slip into a good study regime of a couple hours per day. Between writing out flash cards, making copious notes, and watching a truly massive amount of Korean T.V., I began to get a reasonable grasp on the basics of Korean.

The only thing that was lacking, as far as I was concerned, was the opportunity of conversing aloud in Korean. Now, there are a lot of Korean itinerants and permanent citizens around where I live, but I couldn’t see myself walking up to any of them and saying: “안녕하세요! 너는 한국어를 말해요?” (Also, I’m not entirely sure I’ve got that right, so I wouldn’t say it anyway.)

It seemed important to begin speaking aloud (and giving someone who actually knows what the words should sound like the chance to laugh at my bad pronunciation) but no one was offering classroom or even personal lessons.

And then, through a serendipitous set of circumstances, it became possible for me to join classroom setting Korean lessons.

I hadn’t really told many people that I was studying, but I was unexpectedly visiting a friend I don’t often get to see, and mentioned it to her (along with some reccs for my favourite KDramas, of course). The next day, she sent me a text.

V__C255I read it and thought “Oh yeah, when I’ve studied enough, I’ll be confident to go to this and practise speaking aloud. I wonder when it starts?” Checked the date. Their first lesson was that night. Ah. But I was working that night and also desperately nervous.

Despite my desperate nervousness, it was a good opportunity, a free course, and it meant that if I could learn well enough, I’d be able to use my lessons in a ministry setting–aka, effectively using this for God.

So I plucked up my courage and asked my boss if I could have the afternoon off if I could get someone to take my shift. He, lovely boy that he is, said yes: which would have been well and good, if only someone would take it. Which they wouldn’t. So off I went to work, very despondent at missing my first Korean lesson–only to be called to the service desk an hour into my shift. The 2IC (another lovely boy) had seen my fervent–aka whingey–plea on the work group chat, and had arranged for someone to finish my shift so that I could get off in time to make it to the first lesson.

And just like that, I was off to my first classroom Korean lesson (during which I was too nervous and off-balance and mumbly to actually do much talking, but that’s a problem for another day…)

Here’s the thing.

I’ve been learning Korean for about a month and a half now. Want to know what I’ve learned in that time?

1. English is mad and bad and dangerous to know. Seriously, English is one crazy, mixed up, impossible language. Anyone learning English from another language is a flamin’ genius. I don’t think I’ve ever appreciated how clever you have to be to go from another language to English, where the rules are always changing, there are always exceptions to those rules, and even the speakers thereof have frequent arguments about who is right or wrong when it comes to the application of those rules. In my time studying Korean, I have gained a huge respect for those whose second language is English, no matter how broken.

2. Learning to speak another language is an insanely humbling thing to do. I don’t know if it’s everyone, or if it’s particularly writers, who have such a grasp on words as a way of life, or just particularly me, having prided myself for so many years upon my vocabulary, but having to leave all that behind and start new is very hard. Instead of having the world at the tip of your tongue, instead of being sure of your expertise in that one thing, you’re flailing wildly for the smallest scrap of understanding and comprehension. More, you know that to others, you will appear exactly as you’ve often thought of newcomers to the English language: foreign, hard to understand, and slightly embarrassing to be around. People will talk to you like you’re a baby, and you will feel like a kid playing dress-up in clothes that aren’t yours and really don’t fit very well. You’ll feel like a fraud. And if you’re anything like me, you will find it painfully hard to open your mouth and force yourself to speak in a language that you feel you’re a pretender to. It’s another thing that has given me a huge respect for people who learn English as a second language. They must have felt like that all along, and I never knew.

3. Korean grammar cheats, too. Seriously, I love this language. From what I’ve read, the Hangul form of Korean was formed when one of their leaders decided that they should have their own written system distinct from Japanese/Chinese/etc. and made it up. Just, yanno, made it up. 

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Taken from my lessons (follow the link back for more)

They formed rules about how the syllables should work, too (aka, each syllable is always formed in the consonant/vowel, consonant/vowel/consonant, or consonant/vowel/consonant/consonant format). The first letter of a syllable is always a consonant. Except, yanno, when one of those pesky words doesn’t actually start with a consonant. So then you have to work out a ‘null’ symbol so that the rules can stay true. And I won’t even go into the complicated usage of particles, because I’m already going overboard with the length of this post. Suffice it to say that Hangul is the kind of written language I probably would have come up with, quirky fixes and all.

4. The versatility of the English language. I didn’t really realise it until I began learning Korean, but the English language is so versatile. You can form sentences in so many different ways, with the words in so many different places, and still get your meaning across in the way you want to get it across. It could be because I’m still such a beginner in Korean, but so far I’ve found it incredibly restrictive: there seems to be only one way of saying things, and one way of writing them. That isn’t a problem, per se: just as when I learned about structure in poetry (thanks, Harriet!), the prohibitive structure of it doesn’t mean beauty is impossible. It simply means working within the rules to make the beauty, and that, ultimately, is a test of how good a writer you are.

5. Oh yeah, and I also learned stuff like Korean sentence structure, Korean grammar, random useful words and particles, and various rules that make Korean work. I’ve  gained enough comprehension to be able to understand about 30 percent of a KDrama with the subbies off, and can speak and write in simple–very simple–sentences. I also know how to say “Wanna die”, “What the heck”, and “Awesome”, along with other slightly slangy things.

6. The insanely long words. Dudes. Korean words can be so long! This is frustrating for me because I’m still sounding things out while running my finger along the bottom of the word like a little kid. I get to the end of the word at last, and I’ve forgotten how the whole thing fits together.

All in all, just as with my writing, there are moments when I have the depressed feeling that I’ll never be able to do it, and that I’ll have to give up in ignominy. Fortunately, those moments are balanced out by the flying feeling that I get every so often when I learn some new bit that connects several other bits together and makes a wonderful big whole of comprehension in my mind. Those are the moments I love, because I know that, just like my dream of being an author, it’s a dream that is achievable for me.

화이팅!

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